Kan9w3i.

ahhhhhhh!.
so damn fucked up. gt so much things to juggle around.
school, TP volleyball, National volleyball, coaching the C'boys and many more.

i always tot coaching was easy.
go for trainings, make them warm up, teach them some basic skills, scold them abit.
and u r almost done as a coach.
tats right, tat makes u a coach, but a lousy coach.

my teacher approached me months ago, asking me to help coach the c'boys.
he said he would giv me allowance. and i agreed.
cause y not? i get to earn money, and i get to give back to the school wad it had given me for the 4yrs i was in school.
i jus wanna nurture the younger generation of St. Hilda's volleyball.

but now the pressure comes, Under-13 volleyball championship.
deep down, i know they arent up to standard yet.
they dun hav the basics, and most importantly, they dun hav the attitude to win.
what if, what if, they din make it to the top4?
what if, what if, they din even make it to the 2nd round?
how am i goin to ans to my teacher?
how am i goin to ans to ms teo when she returns?
what if, they broke the record of nt entering the finals of U13?
St. Hilda's has always been into the finals of the U13 for many many years.
wad if they wont able to make it?

i'm seriously worried for them.
i would be responsible for them.
i'm so stressed up, so tired.
i wanna give up, but i know i cant.

what if...

Kan9w3i. =)
11:07 PM